when i need u most...

where are you when i need you most,
You disappeared into darkness,
You left nothing behind you but tears,
And for me to wait for you.
You cause internal pain forever.
And whatever i did and whereever i go you remain in main focus..
You made me feel i was not good enough for you.
My outlook on life has changed and it's because of you.
But still i feel
This life i can't live without you..