I miss you so often.
We can't be together right now..
Gentle thought of you fills ma day n dreams of you fills ma night..
I m imagining about things to do when u'll be close to me.
I might be day dreaming bt it' gives me hope that one day u will be mine..
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I can’t believe I fell for it again
In all my heartache and misery with J, I had learned absolutely nothing.
In all her beauty and charm I let my self get carried away and actually believe that she would be different for me. That she loved me.
But that’s not love. It doesn’t come and go with the frivolity of a whim
It doesn’t sneak up on you when you least expect it only to vanish just when you think you might be able to finally let it in.
It is forever, and constant and unconditional.
It is a force that takes over one day and has control over everything
It something that exists whether you are ready for it or not
And it is not a new toy you simply outgrow one day when a newer one comes along.
No matter how hard I resisted falling for her, there was a perfect, defining moment when I knew that I might be able to love her. I can still feel and smell her next to me that day. It was real and I know she felt it too. It is a moment that I have thought about often and a moment that I wish could have lasted longer than a couple fleeting months.
It was the kind of moment that will stand still inside me for all time.
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